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Hello my lovelies.............
I'm a bit of a nutcase, yes indeed, I live in my own little pink and glittery dream world pretty much all of the time (it's safer there don't you know!). I never do anything by halfs, nope, not me, if I am going to fall in love it will be with my body, heart and soul, if I am going to make a mistake it will be the biggest F#*K up known to man kind, if I am going to be silly, I'll have you rolling on the floor in hysterics.......I am so many things and I tend to be the extremeist version of what ever I am at the time. I find utter joy in the smallest of things, things that most people would barely notice or take an interest in. I can be prone to being a misery guts sometime, I dwell on things and bottle them up until I feel like my whole heart is being ripped apart, but these dark periods rarely last long; A) I have too many wonderful friends in my life who just won't let me wallow in self pity, and B) I see no point in having dark thoughts and being miserable when there is so much in life that is beautiful and magical and exciting. I refuse to let the trials of life beat me down.



I am passionate about my music, I don't have a particular type of music I enjoy most, I just like what I like, here are some of my favourites........Ego Likeness (absolutely LOVE them), Razed in Black, Sarah Brightman, Nine Inch Nails, Vast, Powder, Within Temptation, Nightwish, Type O Negative, Starlit, Shakespear's Sisters, David Bowie, Fine You Cannibals, Shania Twain, Bette Midler, Bjork, Enigma, Enya, Korn, Marilyn Manson, In Strict Confidence, Jack Off Jill, Auf Der Maur, Amy Studt, Alisah'a Attic, Fear Factory, Alanis Morissette, The Smiths, Garbage, Jay Smith, Lacuna Coil, Perfect Circle, Girls Aloud, Rogue Traders, Snow Patrol, The Killers, Iron Maiden, Meatloaf..................

I'm also a bit of a book worm, my all time fav books, that I read again and a again are.....The Meredith Gentry Series, and the Anita Blake series by the uber gifted Laurell K Hamilton, The Vampire Lestat, The Queen of the Damned, The Tale of the Body Snatcher, and Memnoch the Devil by Anne Rice (I confess that I am a lil bit in love with the Vampire the Lestat), Tipping the Velvet, The Fingersmith, and Affinity by Sarah Walters, anything by Phillipa Gregory who writes hitorical fiction, and anything By Roald Dahl who had the most gorgeously dark warped imagination.

I pretty much love anything that will let me live in my very vivid imagination.


I guess I am pretty religious and spiritual, I don't follow a particular religion or do any kind of formal worship, but I do believe in a God. I believe in destiny and things happening for a reason, even the bad things....especially the bad things, you learn so much from them, and they allow you to appreciate the amazing things with more clarity, but I don't belive life is mapped out, it's all about choices, and making the right one. I'm not very good at that, I tend to get a bit overwhelmed and pay more attention to how I feel than I should, but I'm thankfully I am, very slowly, learning to use my head as well as my heart.

PISCES
"Pisces are not typical people. They are too idealistic and impractical for every day run of the mill living. Pisces are sensitive and instinctual rather than bookish or mechanical. When Pisces find the right situations, they are capable of some incredible deeds. Pisces completely and wholly engage in a chosen path, to the exclusion of everything else. This obsessive compulsive energy can be healthy and not. Pisces can be workaholics (and other kind of -aholics too). When Pisces travel, they enjoy unique, exotic, luxurious places as well as modest, indigenous settings where they like to live as the locals do.............Pisces are easily lied to because they so want to believe. No matter how often they are led astray by empty promises, they keep the faith and push on toward their personal ideal. Their dreamy and impractical natures can be a source of distress to those close to them. Being both optimistic and cynical, Pisces find it difficult to make up their minds on any issue. When Pisces feel rejected or get the blues, they REALLY get the blues. They may turn to the numbing effects of drugs or alcohol for escape or distraction. Pisces should avoid this for obvious reasons, but particularly because of their highly addictive, compulsive nature. Pisces often develop a variety of vice habits including excessive gambling, compulsive shopping, and overspending. Pisces have a propensity towards depression and lethargy when not feeling fulfilled. They should live in bright, sunny climates, close to the bodies of water. Pisces should engage in exercise and fitness regularly in order to combat melancholy. Pisces must make a concerted effort to avoid their restlessness and desire to do something new in order to succeed and make their life more meaningful"******************************** It's quite disturbing how ME some of this really is *giggles*

Some of my fav websites are.............
http://www.dita.net/ -The official website of the most lovely Dita Von Teese
http://www.jemunlimited.com/ -It's Showtime Synergy hehehehe
http://www.funnygirlsshowbar.co.uk/ -THE best club in the world
http://www.retrojunk.com/ -Oh the memories of youth :)
http://www.egolikeness.com/ -I just love love love them
http://www.powdermusic.com/ -They are completely crazy, they RULE
http://www.rainbowbrite.net/news.html -LALALALALALAALLA
http://matthewledgerwood.tripod.com/index.html -The Wuzzles, Eleroo is my favourite

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